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Memories Of Falling.I clearly remember your odor,Memories Of Falling. by MikaMika13
I clearly remember your smile,
The look in your eyes,
The way you bite on your lower lip.
How you walk a bit strangely,
You said that’s how you walk freely,
But I loved it right away.
How your hand lingered on my shoulders,
The deeper breathing as you lay still.
How many times I checked are you asleep
Before I got used to it.
Your funny laughter,
Your presence in my house,
Your way of holding a cigarette
In fingers you used to call ugly.
Nights we spent talking and watching movies,
None of them were romantic,
But that’s what I loved about you.
I studied your scars,
Worried about your health,
Considered your desires,
I fell in love.
Locked.Oh, it happened so fast,Locked. by MikaMika13
The emotions when I met you…
It took a moment to know that
You are the one I need in my life.
It took an hour to know that I like you.
It took a day to fall in love.
My emotions took over, they overflowed
I barely got them together.
I did it, but I did it too late.
Well, I messed up… I did it myself.
I got carried away and forgot the weight on my life.
Didn’t think it will scare you away.
I never thought that someone like you will show up in my life,
That once again I will be able to have those emotions.
No, not like that, not this way.
I hoped you will stay the same,
I hoped you will still be here,
But you threw me away… Suddenly.
I hoped that I will never need to lock up my heart again.
Thank you for returning me to reality.
Thank you for crashing me from inside.
Now I can lock the emotions I have for you
Away in a box and throw it away.
For a while I’ll be soulless, for a moment lost,
For a grand time emotionless and locked.
Mess!There is a mess in my head,Mess! by MikaMika13
There is a thing I don’t understand,
There is a question in my head –
What’s going on in your mind.
You say one thing, but act the opposite.
What do you even want from me?
What do you expect?
I try to keep my distance, I try to move it slowly
Just as you asked.
But then you just kill me with the act of MY man.
Who the hell are you!?
What do you want?
It’s unlike me to have questions like that.
The Ending StoryI met him accidentally. He was a bartender at an erotic exhibition. He was kind of cute and interesting, so I asked for his number. He didn’t refuse, but he didn’t give it right away too. He gave me an unsure answer to come a couple of more times and then I’ll get it. Well, I wanted to get it so I came. Then I got lucky and met him outside smoking with a friend who immediately gave me his number. That’s how it began.The Ending Story by MikaMika13
Thanks to his friend we ended up spending the rest of the night together at a pub. I quickly was aware, that I liked him, which happened rarely with me (to be certain – 2 times before), but he was just out of a serious relationship, so I knew that I will end up hurt as hell and I’ll end up wanting to lock away my emotions. He only proved it when I asked him how bad it is that I like him. Sure he said it’s good on one side, but on the other he clearly said that he doesn’t want to get in a relationship and I can understand that
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Favourite cartoon character: Hinata, Shizuma and Chikane (They look good thogether)
Personal Quote: You said you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed