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            Jealousy!

         I see you walking with her hand in hand and I repeat in my head "You belong to her! You belong to her!" but that doesn't help me… No matter how much I love her, my close and wonderful friend, my mind is telling me that, the one who should be next to you is me! No matter how I think about that I really should be next to you, holding your hand, kissing your lips and getting you love…
If she wouldn't have seen us together back then, maybe, we would have started to date… When you asked me out for the night, back then, when you two broke up, if she wouldn't have seen us together and then she wouldn't have yelled at me, and I would have told you about that, you wouldn't have wrote her, and you wouldn't have made up!
         Then you would be by my side, walking hand in hand with me, kissing my lips and getting my love… But that would happen.. And I know I shouldn't think that way... I shouldn't think those things! But you always lead my thoughts that way!!
         By your look, by your touch, by the thought of that long ago kiss!!! By your text messages, which usually you start to send… Even if that's too risky you still do that! Knowing that I am not indifferent against you, you still go and play with me!
         No matter how many times you say that you like me too! No matter how many times you try to prove that with touch, when she is not looking! No matter how sensual that one kiss in bathroom was, I still feel as if I am a fool and you are just playing with me…
         I am so jealous when she is the one who gets your love, I am so jealous when she is the one who gets your kiss, I am so jealous when she gets your touch, attention and warm… But I keep quiet as you belong to her… And I am just a foolish toy for you… So you wouldn't get boring by your life with her…
Jealousy will kill me some day, but I keep quiet as I like you too much, to ruin your happiness with her… As you belong to her!
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Something that lately was in my mind... ^^;

And describe's the situation that lately I am in.. :XD:


I made the picture in Paint.. :heart:
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This is exactly how I used to feel about a certain person, until I just got over it. I'll admit, it took a little while, but I barely think of that person.
Beautifly written, btw. :)
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~MikaMika13 Jul 22, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you..! I get over that person too after a while and don't think of that person anymore.. :)

Thank you for the fave too..! :tighthug:
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you're welcome. :)
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