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My eyes sparkle.My eyes sparkle,
My heart freezes.
My soul dies,
My insides bleed.
I look out the window,
The world so pale.
I try to sleep,
My mind's unreal.
My eyes closed,
My mind's rave.
My hands cold
As the wind blows.
My heart is empty,
My hands are too.
So I lie here alone
And think about death.
I need to stay awake,
I need to be okay.
Or I will freeze to death
When the nightmare starts.
I thought I was over it... I never wanted to go back to this place. Then what brought me back to the place which I hated so much?
I was over the depression which I had, I opened up to people around me, I made new friends and memories, why I regret it now?
I guess people let me down again I knew I didn't need to do all that, I knew it will end like this; I knew I will regret it. Why now? Why the moment when I wanted to be with someone? Why now everything falls down on me?
Damn depression is coming back; I try to avoid people again. I need some rest.
I am not sure whether I need to be left alone, or need someone who will be with me through this. Last time I was able to go on, on my own. I was sure I will be o
The MaskI wear the mask of love and fame,
I hide the fact about the hate.
I cover my unfortunate fate,
By smile, by laugh, by being real.
Reflection of my own smile,
Leaves the shadow in my eyes.
Makes it hard to realize,
The feelings that I hold inside.
This damn, crappy, happy mask,
This faked situation of being clean,
This lie about the people, who I love,
It creeps me out without the mask.
The addiction to faking things,
The imaginary love for friends,
The pain about the unfortunate love,
It wouldn't be without the mask.
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Lilyas has dedicated herself to making our community a brighter place with her vibrant artwork and infectious enthusiasm for interacting with others in our community. It has certainly paid off, as many deviants flock to her page on a daily basis to let her know how much of an inspiration she is. We absolutely agree, and couldn't let all that hard work go without recognition, so it's with great pride that we bestow the Deviousness Award for March 2014, to ... Read More