SH.Hinata-murderer:Changes Ch8

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SasuHina. Hinata is a murderer:  Changes. Ch8.


Hinata was quietly preparing food for the whole team, Sasuke still wasn't back and Hinata started to worry. Not only didn't she know how to act around him after what she did, she couldn't even imagine what she will do after.

Just as soon as the food was ready, Sasuke appeared from nowhere. Hinata didn't ask him, where was he… She wasn't his mother or girlfriend anyway. Karin as always had initiative to ask, but he as always didn't answer.

When they finished the meal, Hinata took only one bite of her food, they started to make a plan about something. Hinata didn't know and she didn't even care to take any interest, as it wasn't her business since she wasn't a part of this team anymore.

The moment when Hinata kissed Sasuke, it was clear for her, that she had no place in this team. The feeling of affection would it made just more difficult for Sasuke to fulfill his goal. And for Hinata it would be a catastrophe if Sasuke would die, and there was a big possibility of it.

The saddest part of everything was that Hinata now was free… Free again, the way she wanted, but not like this. The moment when Sasuke and his team left her, she was sure, that she will never again meet them. Okay, maybe it would happen, but Hinata wasn't ready to meet them this soon and to know that she will be left alone after that, made it even more horrible.

-Hey. – Hinata's thoughts interrupted Sasuke. Yes, she was sure, that she liked Sasuke and she couldn't deny it anymore. –Hey. – Hinata answered as she was sitting against the tree.

-We already discussed everything, you can come back. – Sasuke said and smirked, when Hinata's cheeks turned scarlet. Gosh, why did I kiss him!? Hinata thought and sighed.

-That's okay… I feel fine here, alone. – Hinata answered, not looking at Sasuke, but she heard, that Sasuke sighed. He sat down next to Hinata.

-When we had our last talk, the day before we left you, you said, that you could break down all the walls behind which I was hiding… You said you wouldn't do that, because you didn't want to make it more difficult for me. – Sasuke said and Hinata looked at Sasuke, still blushing.

-But already back then, most of my walls for you were destroyed, only one wall was left. Then we separated and I thought that you didn't mean a thing to me, but I was wrong. – Sasuke continued. Hinata's eyes big, understand to where it lead.

-When I heard that you were captured and brought to Konoha's jail, I thought of any possible way to sneak away from my team and save you, but it wasn't needed. You captured all our hearts and we were all worried about you and decided to save you. – Sasuke took a breath, on his face a light and warm smile, while his eyes were still cold and closed.

-You broke the last wall, when you kissed me… That wasn't a good reason why you should leave our team alone… But good enough reason is that I am kind of addicted to the light you have and I wouldn't be able to get my goal if you would stand right beside me all that bright and warm. – Sasuke said and leaned closer to Hinata, then kissed her forehead.

-Sasuke… I… - Hinata didn't knew what to say about the part, that he like her still, she was angry again. –Sasuke, I am happy, to know you like me… - Hinata was about to continue, when Sasuke's lips shut her up.

-Without 'but', because I know you had to go through much in your life, yet you still carry on that warm smile, those bright eyes, that sweet voice, that unbelievable pure scent… There isn't even a small part that would have been dirtied and I don't want to be the one who will dirty you. – Sasuke said and looked up at the sky.

-I am all covered in dirt and blood. I have hurt many people, I killed my own brother, I left my village and now I am going to destroy it. I am cold, I am heartless and I am the kind of a person you should never have met. – Sasuke said, and then looked back at Hinata who was trying to glare at him, which looked kind of cute to Sasuke.

-You know Sasuke, I am sick of hearing from people how pure I am, how innocent and bright I am… I am sick of it… I did break the rules, I did sneak in Hokage's office and looked at the secret papers, I do know all the things about Konoha which are concealed from the population. I did had fights with my father… I had the thought about killing my own father in my head! – Hinata's voice was loud, but the rest of the team couldn't hear her.

-He could have killed my mother! I read in the papers the investigation about my mother's death, there was written, that she died from illness, while the test results proved that someone gave her a lethal dose of medicine. The only one, who could do that, was Hiashi. – Hinata screamed her eyes angry and full of hate.

-And I hate myself for that I wasn't the one who killed him, yet I know who might have done that and I am not going to tell about that to anyone… I wanted to take revenge on him… I am not the way you all think I am. – Hinata now was whispering, not really sure, what Sasuke thought about her little hysteria.

Sasuke hugged her. Hinata was surprised, that wasn't what she expected. Especially from Sasuke.

-But you didn't kill him; you didn't dirty your hands with his blood. You're not the way he is and that's what makes me want to stay beside you. No matter what you do or say, it only makes me want to stay beside you, because you give away that hope about life being not as bad as everyone thinks… - Sasuke let Hinata go, she still surprised about Sasuke's hug.

-Hinata, you know that you can't go with us. – Sasuke mumbled and stood up. Hinata sighed. –Don't come after me, no matter where you know I am. – Hinata said, she already had her goal.

-I will come after you, when I will be able to stay with you. – Sasuke said and vanished. Hinata sighed. He always did that, when he didn't want to talk about something.
Hinata headed back to Konoha.



In Konoha she went right to Hokage, where she told everything she knew. Hinata told Hokage about the new worker that helped Hiashi, they already knew about him… And he, after a while, when they did little research, confessed about killing him.

Hinata's name was clear, clear from the little dirt that people wanted to believe in.
Hinata went to her house, the place where she haven't been for a while already. Hiashi's room was the same way she remembered. Nothing have changed.

Hanabi didn't talk with Hinata. Why? Because she was mad about Hinata's running away. Hanabi was offended about Hinata's action.

While Hinata was away, Neji became the head of the clan and arranged everything as good as it was possible. People who were in their house, looked at Hinata strangely. She wasn't sure why… Was it because of the murderer, her running away from the jail or because she changed.

-It was a tough time for you… - Hinata turned her head on the speaker. Hinata was sitting in kitchen and drinking coffee.

-It was… But I am kind of thankful for what happened. – Hinata said and smiled. Neji walked over to Hinata's side and sat down in front of her.

-Why? – Asked Neji and Hinata giggled. –You see, before I was always the kind of a girl who was a burden to everyone as I was too shy and clumsy, but I met someone who helped me to change. – Hinata said and drank coffee.

-I was the girl who gave impression about pureness, innocence and light. I was that way. But at the same time, I clearly knew how cruel world is. The moment I left village, I forgot about that girl and then I met people who taught me, how to fight for the things that you believe in, no matter what other people think about that. – Hinata said, a warm smile playing on her face.

Yes, Hinata may have changed a lot in the inside but her appearance was the same. It still attracted people so much.

-Hinata, I am happy that you are back. – Neji said and smiled. –I apologize that I am the one who became the head of the clan. – His voice was sad and look asked for forgiveness.

Hinata smiled, she always did, when someone was apologizing. She was forgiving. She barely got mad and when she did, a simple apology from the perpetrator was all it would take for her to soften again. And now she wasn't even mad.

-It's okay Neji. I always thought that you will be the one who will become the head of Hyuuga clan. I don't match that post and I don't even want to be the head of the clan. For me, it would have been a boring life where I would have to live the way everyone else wants. And I wouldn't be able to do that. – Hinata said, a warm and welcoming smile on her face.

She took Neji by his hand. –Good luck with the entire things Neji. – Hinata said and stood up. She headed to the Ichiraku ramen, hoping to find there Naruto.

She was glad when she saw Naruto as always eating his third ramen bowl with Iruka.

-Hello. – Hinata said, when sat next to Naruto. She was smiling.

Naruto was surprised to see her; actually, Iruka was surprised too.

-Just yesterday you were in jail. – Naruto said, his look concentrated on Hinata's red lips. Hinata's cheeks little bit red. Why? Who knew…

-Well, I run away from there right after you left. – Hinata said and giggled when Naruto's eyes grew big. –What? – Asked Iruka sensei and Hinata giggled again.

-And today they told me that I am no longer under arrest, because the real murderer was found. – Hinata said and smiled. Iruka and Naruto sighed in relief. Then Naruto laughed.

-You have changed. – Naruto said and smiled his brilliant smile. Hinata couldn't do anything than to smile in return. –A lot has changed. – Hinata answered and sighed.

-But I bet that from now on everything will be better than it was. – Naruto said, his voice hopeful and happy.

Hinata smiled, but she didn't say anything. There still huge changes will come. Thought Hinata and ordered ramen. She wasn't afraid of the coming changes.